it literally stresses me out how much good music there is that i still haven’t listened to
The WU-Tang Clan Polaroids.
Cold heart warmed up on a stove top
Waist of time like a hip tattoo of a clock
Sasquatch in abnormal socks
In the hospital like Peep this doc
No giving a care in an ambulance
In a trance when she dance
Feeling a fire in my pants
Desire in a glance
Rant, pant and revamp
Then I watch toonami
I Hip hop a party
Forget a DJ give me a mariachi
Band that can outstand
And make these white people dance
back with batteries in my pack
Now I’m hitting like the bunny
No money but still get the girls “He’s pretty funny”
I’m a rock star
Playing for arrancars
Moshing with monstars
Scrambled eggs never poched
But god forgive me cause I’ll kill a pocher
Of Arizona I am the bard
Barred barbarian slang blade
Scarred by flaws and life of hard
Trying to get a interview with nardwar
Don’t smoke near me I’m asthmatic
At college for English and I’m alright at mathematics.
Trying to be a decent descent for my ancients
Never claim throne but my organs in a jar
Same ones they’d expect me to cook in
Step in the door and they were shooken
And took when witnessed skill
From the pan to the fire never retire
Only admire didn’t shatter a sweat
But held in contempt for uncontemporary content
Only make promises no threats.
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The world keeps spinnin
i’m getting nauseous from rotation
Pray to God for my sanity
i need meditation
All to stay afloat
Still yell at my homies to get the fuck off that corner
(and) they wonder why I shed no tears near no coroner
Cause I rained to Christ praying to keep you safe for another night
I don’t support what puts your fam in court,
but call me if you need back up in that fight
To survive all this bullshit life throws
when those who did the same were our heros
They say send money over seas
when you can go to any city, any 3 stops
find a man on the block
servin what he cooked up on his stove top
and a boy looking at him saying “I want what you got”
The fuck is this when education can’t give two drops of piss, and kids ditch
Corrupt poor but care for the rich?
But dudes act like I didn’t grow up in that same labyrinth
I just got out when moms met step dad and i’m proud of it
But still get nervous when a car passes
have to bite my tongue & hold my fist
from lashing out to colossus
the mindset to: Never trust, First to bust,
Not to be crushed, Live off of greed & lust
I had to die to it
Educated but when something happens they think I did it
Can’t walk anywhere without a fear or hateful stare
(and) I’m just minding my business smiling knowing no one cares
that i’m struggling and fighting to better myself
Pray for God’s protection but still look over my shoulder
Destroy haunting of my mind’s creations
scarred & molded by desolations
hoping it gets better as i get older,
while I look at my loved ones and i can see it just gets colder
Can’t even go around my community at night,
keeping an eye out for another Zimmerman
In a hoodie rapping battle rhymes gonna turn Treyvon to Tony
But wasn’t till recent, that I went out past sunset
I felt decent and they all thought i was menacin’
Get flashbacks of slow cars with no lights
making sure they don’t blast back
When startled by a peddler from my blind side
thinking he could’ve had that
Word to Kid Frost, they see me as another Hispanic Causing Panic
When i’m closer to a Hostile Pentecostal
knowing I rather be on a soap box preaching gospel
Showing the love I never saw
Streets talk with teeth sharper than a saw
Thank God I only help my homies slang a bit of weed
and that was all, but before knew if it all fail
I’d get my money up if it meant risking Death & Jail
But again it was before God’s Divine Appointment
Knew mom would’ve whooped my ass so hard no ointment, could help
Still smile even though i’m riddled with dents & welts
But every scar is another notch under my belt
Can’t see the word dad as other’s do,
because connotation is of a man who said Fuck It
Left without a second thought or any Respect
tried to beat on mom but she put his ass in check
I wonder if he still works for UPS
Cause i should send him a letter saying i forgive him for the best
but on the P.S.
Don’t find me cause i’d still jump you and leave you gasping for breath
like those nights I had an asthma attack and you just weren’t there
So it was hard for me to see a father figure who actually cared
Still call my step dad by his first name
though he was there to help mother nurture the flame.
I use to be kind with my heart on my sleeve
Till i seen Man’s evil deeds and the blood dripped teeth of a beast
so each year the shine from my heart decreased
Traps, Betrayal, Ridicule from my loved ones without a clue
made me grow through these bars and be tough
though the child inside still there just armored gruff
Use these headphones to shelter the fearful kid
even without the music it’s a way to keep my lid
wear these Locs to screen these windows built in pain
Geared my soul with a prayer and walk these stains
though the world tries to bleach, I could never forget
Thank God I claimed no set,
when O.G.s said that’s regret
Kanye West // Roses
Hey chick, I’m at a lost for words.
What do you say at this time?
Remember when I was nine?
Tell her everything gone be fine?
But I’d be lying, the family crying.
They want her to live, and she trying.
I’m arguing like what kind of doctor can we fly in?
You know the best medicine go to people thats paid.
If Magic Johnson got a cure for A.I.D.S.,
And all the broke muthafuckers past away.
You tellin me if my grandma was in the N.B.A.
Right now she’d be ok?
But since she was just a secretary working for the church for thirty five years things sposed to stop right here.
My grandfather tryin to pull it together, he’s strong.
That’s where I get my confidence from.
One of my favorite Kanye tracks.
So instead of sending flowers, we the roses
definitely top 5
- me: *wakes up*
- me: wheres my phone
- me: *rips off blankets*
- me: *hears loud thud*
- me: there it is
With so much drama in the L-B-C
It’s kinda hard bein Snoop D-O-double-G